Me And Him

By a splash of serendipity and a little luck

i came across him

first thing came to my mind, "never again"

but how beautiful he was to me

like a sunrise, no, sun set over the islands sea

perfect complexity

i understood him however, for like my fingerprint

he was unique

and my heart danced to his heart,

as together we created another heartbeat

oh but he left, yes he did

and i dont know how to feel

because i cant tell if the heartbeats real

its too soon to tell

and everywhere i go i still smell his smell

breathing away the sanity thats left in me

suffocating myself at the same time

while i let marvin gaye tell me everything will be fine

and tupac say keep ya head up, and r.kelly sympathise with me saying i know ur fed up.

i wish i didnt tear up, every time i looked up

the thought of me and him coming to an end

its horrible a nightmare, we're not even friends

when i close my eyes i drift off to no where,

the place where no heartbeats exsist

and love never resist

and pain is healed with a kiss

so i write my lyrics to this

open my eyes and me and the heartbeat is back to reality

its just me and the heartbeat

wondering if he is missing me

actually like how im missing the we

we had before this heartbeat came inbetween us

when we had no inbetween us

you know the naked truth

he got me pleading all my sins in the preachers booth

he got me going down

and im not sure if this was his idea

but like drake he is easily influenced by the niggas he's around

oh but what about the heartbeat

now im crying on the ground

the heart beat that ruined my life, because it wants a chance a life

yes my selfisnish, childishnis, immaturity aint right

but niether is a baby having a baby

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